Homesick

Home Sweet Home

I had been feeling pretty homesick in the month of April. Even though I got to go to Austin with Jake and did a few other things on the weekends. I had no roommates living with me at the time so coming home to an empty house always put me down in the dumps. I decided a trip home was needed because I wouldnt have made it otherwise!!

I was talking to Jake about it on the phone one night that I wanted to go home and just spend time with my family. I didnt care if I got to see my friends or anything I just needed momma and poppa! He said he wanted to go with me! Uh What!!! Of course you can come and hang out with my family!!!!!!

Going home to see both my parents is always such a hard thing to do because they live on opposite sides of Phoenix, at least 50 minutes away from each other. I dont have a car there so getting between point A and point B is always a pain and dont even get me started on the Holidays! I have got to figure something out with that.

Anyway, I told my mom that I was going to stay up at my dads house both Friday and Saturday night, since I was only there for the weekend, and the majority of the time I stay at her house when I come in town because all my friends are close to her. Like I said, this time I just wanted to see Family. She was ok with it and was sweet enough to let me drive her car all weekend. Thanks mom!

My mom picked up jake from the airport because his flight was a few hours earlier than mine was. Of course she was late, runs in the family, can never be on time....deal with it.... He came and picked me up from the airport about midnight. I was so excited to see him, I just wanted to push everyone off the plane and go run out to him! Well. I couldnt even wait to get my bags, I ran right out to the car, jumped in and gave him a big ol' kiss!!! Gosh! Even though I had seen him just a few weeks before I was in heaven again. The smile thats always there just gets bigger and my heart beats just a little bit faster.

We drove up to my dads house hung with him but by that time it was so late we were ready for bed. We hit the sack, in the morning we got up and went out to the lake. Man it felt good to be there, home away from home.  My dad's buddy took us out on his boat, they had jetskis too so it was fun!!!

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On Sunday went over to my Mom's house to celebrate all kinds of things, me being in town, my brothers birthday, mothers day, cinco de mayo.... There is something else, I cant remember.... But all of my moms side of the family came over, grandma, grandpa, my aunts and uncles, my cousins. It was really nice to see everyone since I didnt get to see them at easter time.

Then it was time to go. It seriously gets harder and harder and harder to leave Jake at the airport. One day I'm just not going to let him get on the plane, or im just not going to go home. I went from being on a super high to just crushed in a matter of a few steps. Hate that feeling. I keep saying prayers that one day we can be closer!